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After yesterday's ultimate post, i finally did some soul-searching. There has been always somethings that i want to change of me for like a ultra long time(think end of PSLE last year) and yet i never end up doing....this what i mean by floating. Letme givea example- i start by playin com the whole day.....then after the guilt and remourse has hit while trying to sleep, i promise myself not to do it again like imposing a limit on com time. I abhor to this rule for less than 2 days before it repeats again and im using the com late into the night. It sucks. Stuff like this has never been mentioned to anyone before; even last year. I think that i seem like that light-hearted, sick-minded,simple guy.Well i can be more than that.There are times i feel so emo that i compose essays of emo stuff in my head.(mind u this only started this year) I try to enjoy life as it flows... But there are these regrets. Then when i try to redeem myself, i do. but later i make more regrets. Can this be puberty? or adolesence? or is it just me? Think about this for a sec - if everyone in the whole wide world just enojoyed life; have fun and all that, would it not be awesome? This world is so pressured with competitions flowing like the stars in the sky. Yet i have to admit this is just the beginning. if it feels like pressure, its like comparing the sun to the galaxy. I know many of sec 1s out there do not feel pressure.
My way of coping is well, light-heartetness or in a way = ignorance. Last time there was no pressure because there was none to be felt.It just adds up. Now its a whirlwind. Many are coping well but guess im not. With good reasons,my light-heartedness can be seen to floating around with no purpose in life. This could be the real way I do things too.
So? Enjoy life in GOD. there can be only 1 way and its thru HIM. dunno if u agree with me but who cares?!
So? Be friendly, cheerful with a dab of seriousness in it.
And my results? me not comfortable with doing this but here goes=
PS: before u read the results> read this. I know these results are good compared to other Sec 1s, but they are seriously not good enough to break into the top 10 in the whole VS cohort, let alone Singapore. So, i am extremely grateful that atleast I didnt get lower than a B so far and i dont mean to insult anyone who got lower than me and i talk of DOOM! and all the other(emo)stuff, but stilll......
Chinese- CA test was 54/80 which total adds up to 67/100.B3.
English- Summary test was 15/25. Total term mark = 78/100.A1.
Maths- I failed Vol. test(5/25). So even with the good 26/30 for CA, the total mark was pulled to 70.8/100.
Science- I feel bloody jealous of Ryan who got 35/35 for CA.'cause of 2 bloody mistakes that i easily know how to do, i only got 31/35, instead of 34. still, lets own at TFU!!!(this is a project-based kinda thing).
So there. It sucks in the not-good-to-be-best-in-class kinda thing. . .