Suddenly, I have such a pang of blogging since Thurs. What's wrong? Normally i post irregularly, as and when i feel like it. Now i post for 3 concecutive days its like abnormal.
Nvm. On to better things. Do u ever feel like there are those moments that you can cherish for a long time? For me, its just that "feel good" feeling that makes me want to cherish. Its like not having anything to do and yet while not doing anything, you have a motive that you are constantly approaching. Maybe thats y feel good travelling. Its like u can watch the world float past, watching everything, relaxing, not doing anything yet you know that you are reaching somewhere as you always have to, a purpose for travelling. In a car, or the bus/MRT or just cycling.
For me, life has to have a "feel good" sense, or its just suffering. "feel good"s can be anything. Maybe i strive to much for this that it ends up not "feeling good" at all. Maybe thats y i wander around, not doing anything not that i dont have stuff to do its just that doing it is not pleasurable. If only everything in life were good. I always try(correct me if im wrong) maintain a light-hearted, friendly appearance with my friends to catch these spur of the moment events that i so love. Other than that i feel uncomfortable with strangers and the like. I seem emo some times and the sort as i wanna catch the moment. If this is emo, so be it.
I seriously dunno y all of a sudden these things start pouring out like the Nigera Falls. Its crazy. Stuff that may have been hidden since the start of the year now explode. Up till the start of last year that i feel that maybe im not aware of anything around me. Its just been fun and laughter, stress at the exams then fun and laughter again. Such has been much of my life from Pri 1 to Pri 5. Events in Pri 5 bring many fond memories that might not be approppriate for the mind of a 11-year-old. But what can i say? Ppl mature faster nowadays because there is a abundance of wealth around them. I only started to actually "NOTICE" whats going around me, be it school or home. Uptil Pri 6 life is like a leaf floating in the breeze. Then the leaf got stuck in a drain which could be because of puberty. then there started the events of emo.regrets.embarrsements.joy.fun.laughter.peace. It feels all connected.
'Nuff said. thats all for now.
